The risk you take is looking back and
the pain in the core of the chest striking you
so softly
that it rips every vein apart.
Grasping at every image with a child’s hands,
every cell a small dimension that will live and die
And yet still managing to smile, you
pick yourself up,
the night managing to drag on
Your hand,
now seven years later,
all cells replaced, and
none remain that your past has touched
This is when the years become weeks,
and days turn to particles,
such a convenience for the human mind--
Compiling and organizing,
squashing everything together like the machines
crush piles and piles of trash into small boxes
Trying to remember that one moment and
the frustration wildly aflame,
and that question:
Then what was the point?
-Aberswyth
tugs at my heart
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